a whole mess

I feel like this whole week has been strange. I went through way too much, and it's stressful. I can't tell you that I'm happy with everything that's going on in my life. I'm not happy and I don't think I will fully be happy for awhile. I'm talking about fully happy, Lambo happy. Not smiles one minute then tears the next. I'm still flooded with thoughts. In American Lit we talked about "rememory". It basically means that you can't forget your past no matter what. Even if you try not thinking about something that happened, it will always be there. Talking about rememory made me think about my past. This concept is true. No matter how hard I try to let go of things, or forgive what had happened, I can't. I have a lot on my mind and a lot of unanswered questions. I'm trying to take things slowly. I do feel better, if you were wondering.