UP

So I finally watched UP with Daniel, I know it's really late, but better late then never! I loved it. It was such a good movie. I really liked the short in the beginning also. Everything about the movie was great. It was funny, cute, and it did have its sad moments. I have to admit that in the end I did cry. Well I mean! It's cause he actually did care. I hope everyone enjoyed this movie.

Well, before the movie even started Daniel and I decided to sit down and just talk before the movie started. It ended up that we had the whole theater to ourself. We discussed how this would never happen to anyone else and we're super lucky. I then decided to run around the whole theater. Daniel thought I was strange, but I made him join to. After we ran around, we played hide and seek. He won!

Empty Theater

Daniel blowing a kiss

Daniel holding up a heart

After the movie we decided to eat at Fresh Choice. Daniel never went to Fresh Choice so I thought today would be a great day to go. After I got my second helping of this sweet strawberry salad, Daniel started playing with the salt.

He ended up writing D heart L with the salt. I thought it was very cute. After Fresh Choice we went to Best Buy where we met up with my sister. I had a really great time.

its like scribbles, but thought form.

Summer you have been good to me so far. I'm very grateful that my summer hasn't been boring or anything. I guess what made it so great was the fact that I tried to stay off the computer. I couldn't stop watching TV, sorry. Guilty pleasure! But, I did start to work out and leave the house for a couple of hours in the afternoon.

I realized that I'm going to say "realize" a lot. This summer made me contemplate among the many aspects that I dealt with throughout the school year. Mainly, those that I tried to hide from myself. It's like the summer is preventing me from distorting tiny figures to shadows. I have to face what I have been fearing the most; actually admitting what I have been thinking. The funny thing about that is, it's clear in my mind but when I do try to tackle my phobia, someone stops me. And now my obstacle is to try to get over the hurdle and release what's on my mind. And that's pretty scary too. Think about it, after many failed attempts, I have to get back up and try again? Damn, this sounds like a song. Haha!

Other news, my mom finally realized that she never really paid much attention to me throughout middle school and high school. I was pretty surprised that she figured this out now, but when she suggested to give me more attention with homework and studying, I simply refused. I have been independent with everything involving school the minute I hit algebra 1, and this attention would only be a setback. She asked for my help with my sister, and I promised to help with anything she needed. I'll always be there for my sister. And my mom's had it tough too, so anything to help her, I got her. It's kinda weird, I'm anticipating my sisters changes as she moves onto high school. I hope she does better than I did. I do hope that she trusts me and asks for my advice. Aaaaah! She's making me smile, cause she's a really great kid and I totally love her and I only wish the best for her. Wow, I really do love my sister.

I really do feel like I'm maturing and changing for the good. To tell you the truth, I really do like these changes. I'm just hoping that everything will be able to follow me as I'm progressing.

Froyo Date

Yes, I'm aware it's my third blog today, but I did a lot today. Hahah. Well, needed to update a bit which I failed to do during finals week. It's understandable though.

I went on a date with Daniel today..wait he claims it wasn't a date. So, it wasn't a date. Hahah. You know it's my 840 days dating him. Yeah..anyways! It was Daniel's first time going to Tutti Melon, so it was funny watching his trying to comprehend the process of getting frozen yogurt. Oh silly Babe. He liked blue berry. Oh..and I find it funny that they spell blue berry like "blueberrie". That's wrong! Anyways...



It was tasty. Daniel got mad at me for mixing the three different types of yogurt we got; strawberry, "blueberrie", and watermelon. Isn't that what you're supposed to do? Oh, and he didn't like my toppings =( Oh well. Hahhah! He paid so I don't care. It was honestly fun. It was different from the usual things we do. After the yogurt we went to contempo and sat on a bench.

*PS, sorry for stabbing you w/ my nails Babe. I had good reason to! You know that. But, I think I made up for it.

Fucking Red Bull!

"Do the hello kitty and talk w/ your pussy...cat!"

freaking Dominic! Hahahah!

So, this post is super late. This was actually the second to last day of school. Yeah..I know its been two weeks. Hahah. But better late then never right. The second to last day of school was pretty dope. I saw a freaking red bull car. Yes, I said it..red bull car! They gave out free red bull, but the cops told them to leave so I couldn't snag some. Daamit, I love red bull. My dad never lets me buy it 'cause he doesn't believe in energy drinks. Oh well.



Yeah, so that was the car. I didn't get a good picture 'cause cops were everywhere and it was my crappy cell phone. But I'm happy I did catch enough of it to see the big red bull on top of the beatle.

Speaking of the last couple days of school, I find it funny that the cops finally told people to stop smoking. I mean, you see Logan; a lot of people smoke who are under the age of eighteen, and the police finally took the initiative to make them stop. Wow, great job there! Sorry cops, you fail on that one.

Monterey..well Marina

So last week I spent all day in the cold and winy Marina. Trust me, it was cold, and stupid me packed dresses and shorts, but I did have one pair of jeans. At first, I was very hesitant about going to Maria just because school just ended and I wanted to spend my first week with my boyfriend. But, when I got there and I saw the sunset, the beach stole my heart. Sorry Babe. I was amazed how I overlooked something so beautiful, and how I was jealous 'cause Daniel got to see that everyday. Well here are some pictures.




Well, I took a lot lot more, but uploading pictures takes too much time on here! So recap of my vacation, I went to Carmel, Cannery Row, Big Sur, and of course Marina. The whole stay there was a blast. I miss the hot tub and swimming though. I'm really considering going to a school near a beach now. San Diego? Hahha, well I'm not getting my hopes up. My SAT scores weren't too great.

So, kudos to summer already. I'm having a blast, and trying to do something every day. I haven't been bored to tell you the truth. Yaaay! Hahah, I'm excited for the rest of summer (:

Back from Monterey

So, I'm back from my week of fun in Monterey. Well actually Marina, but I say Monterey cause people recognize Monterey. Anyways, I'm suuper tired and I promise to update later. But it was really fun and it feels like it's already a month of summer, but it's only been a week. I'm pretty excited about summer reading and everything. Hahah! Mmk, a storm of updates will come up tomorrow or something.

womyn with a y

I stole this from a bulletin that Tin posted, and I couldn't help but contemplating among the answer given. I really did enjoy reading this even though I hate the stereotypical views of womyn. This surprised me.



A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?"
"Because I'm a woman, " she told him.
"I don't understand, " he said.
His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason, " was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"
God said "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly. I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect her heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son, " said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides.

Your baby has a car!

"Yeah buddy, rollin' like a big shot..."

Damn dude, this is the last week of school. I'm pretty psyched. I have so many plans over the summer, you have no idea. I guess along with the end of the year, I look back at everything. Like the fact that I'm actually going to be a senior soon! Whoop! I'm amazed how fast high school is ending, and how everyone is friggen leaving. Daaammit, you guys grow up too fast! So other than that, I realized that this year I hella slacked off, and I was really immature this year, I guess it was cause I needed a new perspective, and the whole death stuff really affected me. But it's coo'. I got next year to live it up and be smart about things.

So, I realized that the people I hang out afterschool are pretty solid. I mean, they're always there for me. And I never really realized that. So, thanks to them a lot a lot. It's funny how I get a long with guys a lot lot better with girls. And the only girls I chill with have a guy's perspective like me. Hahah! Fuck man, all the jokes and times I had with them in Jay's car. I'm really gonna miss that over the summer.

Today was a good day. I wish I took pictures.

I need my medicine, maaaaan.

So this was a stressfull week. I mean, I thought it was going good but then the whole "negative aspects" thing killed my week. After that fight it went downhill. I keep overthinking things, and it's so hard. I can easily complain and say how much I hated June 3rd, 2009. But I won't. I'm trying to look at the bright side. I was pretty lucky. I'm never doing it again. For my constant fighting, I hate it. I think things can only go up from here. God, keep my head up please. I need you.

Boyfwend ;)

So, I'm a very slow girlfriend. I finally noticed all the little tidbits to Babe's blog. It's actually berry cute cause he made it all about me. Hahah! I love you Babes. As I'm thinking back through all my fights and laughter throughout the year, my relationship with Daniel stayed solid. It's amazing, a Chinese boy and a Bengali girl. Who would have expected that to work? I suuure didn't. Hahah! So, Babe. I do dedicate this blog to you. You are a very important factor to my life, and I cherish you. You still have the ability to leave my stomach full of butterflies, and my vision blurred. That's why I always pinch myself 'cause I think it's a dream when I'm with you. Awwwww! Yeah I know. I'm a sucker for love. I still feel like your hands are perfect for mine, sweaty and small. Your arms find the perfect grip on my body. You bring out the best in me. I'm addicted to your smell, kiss, laughter, smile. And, I hate to tell you this, but I really think you are the one for me in my perfect little head. I mean, you're the perfect boyfriend in my eyes and I'm the perfect girlfriend in yours. We're perfect, maaaan. You are very sweet Daniel Tong. You know that? Adorable (: You are a huge stupidhead too. And a butthead! But you're my stupid-butthead. Hahahah. I hope you forget all of the stupid things in the past, and just enjoy the future and the present. The past is forgotten, the future is a mystery, and the present; well that's a gift, why do you think it's called the present? I love you Babes.