this, them, they.

I wish I could run up to this person and tell them that I hated them.
But I realize that I don't actually hate them.
I got stuck between the frustration and the arguments,
the "fuck you's" and the constant winding and bending of our once relationship.
But now that I'm thinking about it, they didn't let me have a voice.
It's like this person left me with no choice.
It was constant bickering and constant blaming the fingers on one another,
--telling me that it's my fault, and what I did wasn't just.
But now that once relationship is simply left in the dust.

Today was weird. Fire alarm? Strange, yeah! But, this day was very tiring. I was waiting for it to be over! But it is now. I was thinking a lot during the morning. I realized how awkward things are. And how this person can't look at me. They make me feel superior, and honestly I don't like that. The only reason I don't like it is because it makes me laugh! And others around laugh too. They make it so damn awkward. But it's whatever. You know how I keep saying I'm over it, I guess I'm not. They kinda just left me hanging, and you know me--I always like to do something in the situation. Haha! I'm sorry! That's just me! But, I have to realize that I really can't do anything. Blahp.